Living with Vision/Eye Issues

Hello, my vertigo started when my child, just entered, pre-school. ever since then I havent been able to enjoy my life with her. I am loossing the fight. it been 5 years now, I been accused of being crazy,drunk,ondrugs,just all in my head, no doctors can help. Ive been seperated for 1 /1-2 years Im exhusting my savings. My family thinks its all in my head. I am ready to die. i will be going to a place for depression monday, cause I wanted to take my life, cause I have none.

I cant take care of my daughter any more bye my self, and no one will help. all my hopes and dreams were shattered. but the thing is nobody believes me, they keep saying its worry. well ya . I worry for my kid. how were going to eat, how I will survive. I almost done with life. I cant and dont have the energy, or help to do this any more. very sad.

I did have a mastoidectomy, have have inner ear infections constanly, and was also digagnosed with keratocouns. so my whole vestibular function, is wacked. Ive seen the best ent, in the nation, My daughter has been staying with an aunt, caue she is helping, thanks the lord, but my hopes are completely shattard , ever time I try to work It interferes with my daily activities, I either have to leave, not go, or stop for periods of time, to rest. then my employers get mad. So I am almost giving up my fight. I am alone.